defining moments...

today is gonna be an awsome day at fusion...honestly, i would say it is the most excited i've been about worship in a long time...why?...well, i don't really know...except that i would say that i have a sense of anticipation about today and this new series that we are starting...i guess because i feel like i have really been hearing god more clearly than i have in a long time...i dont really know why that is...maybe i have made more room for him...maybe he has drawn me a little closer...maybe the choices i've been making regarding temptation have cleared a path...whatever...i dont know...i just know it seems like i've gotten the red phone back...hahaha...(that was for you, cheryl...haha)...no, really, i just anticipate big big moments in fusion in the next few weeks...we're starting a new series i am calling "defining moments"...its all about those moments in time when you feel like you are on the brink...the brink of what could possibly be a life-changing decision...you're scared...you're unsure...you're feeling attacked...you know that something huge is about to happen...and you know there is the potential for greatness...i love those moments...especially when i dont screw them up...haha...i think my group needs to hear this...i think god is telling me they need to hear this...and i think he has told me what to say...that's why i'm excited...i'm in step...i'm in the zone...i'm locked and loaded...it's a defining moment for me...i'll let you know how it goes...