a pretty good christmas...

christmas is over...and i have to say it was just a pretty good one...not a great one...not a horrible one...just not really of noteable greatness...good times with family...good church...good gifts...it was hard to get into the christmas spirit this year i think...today, it is literally 50 degrees outside...no snow...not even really cold...just grey and rainy...and that makes it hard to get excited about christmas...oh well...not the end of the world...

i have one week until i leave for california again...school...well...lets just say this...its not going well...i think i am just going to be taking these classes as "audits" this time...i didnt do well last semester at all...and i really need to talk to my professor about that...so theres that...and i dont know really what to do about it...i guess i will just go and see what happens...maybe i will just do it all and go from there...

i have to admit i am not really looking forward to leaving...i feel like i have one week between now and then to get everything set into place in order to be organized and ready for another semester of youth ministry...woot...cant wait...can you feel the sarcasm?...its tough right now...i'm gonna try to just keep plugging on...but i have to admit...its tough...i just dont want to make decisions that are rash because of a mood or just a time of transition...so i am moving really slowly...and while that is frustrating and makes me kinda crazy i think it is good...

looking forward to a new year...it holds lots of change...and for that i am excited