recovering...

well, its been an interesting transition back to work and home after coming home from cali...i feel like i've told this story a million times, but anyway, my laptop and ipod were stolen the morning after i got home out of my office...that has been really stressful and a total bummer to deal with...it affected me a lot more than i thought it was going to...and it has stressed me out with the whole school thing...oh well...stress is nothing new...

sometimes i wonder what it would be like to have a normal job...i know that it would be not fun to have a job at like a fast food restaurant or something...but there is something that sounds so attractive about that to me...i think its the idea that when you clock out your work is done...you actually "OFF"...i cant tell you the last time i felt like i was really "OFF"...when i was in cali i was having the total guilties the day i went to the beach...i'm wacked...i was feeling "i should be at work"...i need therapy...haha...total ego work-a-holic...

so anyway...now i am using the powerbook...which i love...dont mind that at all...just miss all the info that i lost in my computer...anyway...now i'm in the market again...and i guess i'll be getting a new video ipod...which is a really cool idea...and i dont know what i will get for a computer...we'll see...we've been waiting a few days to see if it might show up or something...i am totally sure its not going to...but you never know...if whoever stole it is reading this...please give it back...please...you have no idea what you really took from me...so much more than just a computer...

ya, that will work...right...ok, well, gotta get back to work...till next time...